First I didn’t believe it, but writing every day how it went that day really makes a differents. It gives me a minute to think about what I did right and what I can improve. I just want everybody to know that my new mini-goal is 72 kg, because this morning I was already 72.7 kg. XD Yay for me! My next weight day is Saturday. I’m super nervous (>_<)
Now on to the boring part of my message. What did I eat today. Mostly cumcuber, some pear, a bagel (don’t judge) and carrots. For dinner I’m just going to eat a salade. I don’t really feel that hungry.
*I want to begin and write one reason everyday: why do I want to lose weight?
Reason 1: I want to become healthier.
When I die
I don’t wish for Heaven
or for Hell
or even Purgatory.
I don’t really want to be
I do not hope for any sort of
life after death.
I don’t place faith in a religion,
due to fear of dying
or whatever comes next.
I am not afraid to die.
I’ll accept death when…
Day 2 of my journey to a healthier life and body. I say healthier body and not skinnier body, because that’s what I’m trying to do. Rathet than a skinny body I want a healthy body. The way to a healthy body for me starts with a healthy way of thinking.
So at breakfast I ate a cracker with cheese, some blackberries and because I was still a little hungry I ate a quarter apple after breakfast.
*I wonder if somebody can tell me If I’m using “than” right or should use “then”.
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Crystal Renn by Matt Jones for Elle Italia December 2008
In between breakfast and lunch I ate the other half of my apple. By breakfast I ate 2 cracker with chicken breast. I also drank 2 bottle of water already so everything is fine. I do have a little urge to eat some cookies, but I’ve tried to keep myself busy which works.
I have made a deal with myself to not stand on the scale until Friday. I think it’s the best way to see progress. If I look every day it’ll feel like I should lose weight everyday which is actually not possible. Losing weight, I heard, doesn’t work in a straight downwards line. Sometimes it goes down and sometimes it goes up.